Thurston Moore
“He shut the book and was quiet.
It’s ending was merciless.
The writer walked through the glass window.
The reader was destroyed forever.
He fell into her with abandon.”
Are you like me?
have you ever felt like theres a big ass weight on yr chest and its crushing you and its like 324324 lbs x 324324324 more and youre just barely getting through yr life with this big asss weight and its like crushing you and crushing you and you realize that its going to last a very long time so you just want to end it all but youre afraid to do it. youre afraid to take the knife and cut the veins. or hang just a couple of seconds or til yr neck snaps.
afraid to jump off that building and fall and think in those last moments how fucking awesome yr life couldve been if you hadnt jumped.
do you ever feel like doing fucking anything?
do you ever feel like nothing is fucking doing something.
so,ething doing nothing is fucking everyhing uo so fuckngi nmuc h
do you regret the things that you have done to others and to yourself.
disappear completely forever never to return to anything.
delete.
life just fucks you in the face every chance it gets.
hoping for something to change to the way you like it but realizing that all you want is fiction.
depressed but really used to it.
praying to the lord every night to take you away in yr sleep and to never wake up again.
asking for forgiveness. a bullet.
wishing suicide didnt have to be so dull and painful. so sad.
eeyore from winnie the pooh
if so, you feel just like i do.
wish i was 0 years old again
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o (im not high…ALTHOUGH i could be….i wish i was.) i wish i was better.
i wish a lot of things a lot of times and its so pointless.
isnt that just like praying?
pray mantis
wish mantis.
thats it
maybe
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